Akatsuki

 Akatsuki or day break or dawn- The awakening, the new beginning or the turning point. 

Maybe I'm in depression today, broken and left with no hopes. I may be at my worst at the moment and nobody wants me. Nobody talks to me, no calls, no chat, simply lying on the bed and scrolling news feed on facebook and instagram, viewing stories on whatsapp. People might not be expecting much from me at the moment, parents might not expect anything at this rate. I might be feeling down all the time, for not being able to study effectively, for not being able to attend classes or submit assignment on time. I might as well not be doing good with my exams and not being able to keep up with my grades. I might be losing friends everyday and relationship might be far fetch. I might be looking ugly with new acnes coming up everyday, I might not be doing well with my hairs. I might be stinking at the moment and clothes have been dumped for months without laundry. But I believe in myself that one day I'll be getting out of this delusional life, I believe that there will be light at the end of this tunnel for I'm the bird who feels the light before the dawn. I'll be keeping up with my grades and study well, I'll be taking bath everyday and keep my skin moisturized, I'll be doing well with my hairs and I'll be making many new friends, I'll be getting job and finally be financially independent. I'll be saving lots of money and start a business for passive income. I'll be a son whom any parents would be proud to have me. I'll be in a happy relationship again with someone who would never let go of me and I'll finally be settled. And no matter at what position I am, I'm always thankful to God for giving me an opportunity with my life to do things that would please him. Although I haven't done much I will push hard and do as much as I can. Life is all about believing in yourself and believing God that there is chances for people like me no matter how forsaken your life have become, you can always do better by apologizing to the older self and believing in the newer self. There is always dawn after darkness and the way to reach the light is by first believing in yourself that you can make it.